Sunday, April 18, 2004
A party, a good party. Nothing regretted, or at least I hope so.
Amelias 18th birthday party was last night, and just when I think that no one cares abuot me, they prove me wrong. I am not a very out going person, as most of you know. So I naturally feel uncomfotable when going into group situations. With fears of not being accepted, but luckily I am not as shy as I used to be. The fears are quickly put asside and I can enjoy myself.
It has been the first time that I have seen Walldo since he has broken up with Bea. He is now going out with another girl and he is the happiest that I have seen him ever. Its good that he can finally have a worthwhile, productive relationship. I am happy that some people are finding people they can love. But it once again shows how lonely I am.
At one point Megan+Collin, Walldo, and I were just talking, that was the best part of the party to me. The talking, they always help me with my problems, they help me get through it all.
Walldo's Party.
Will's small party was cancelled and relocated to Walldo's place. Since it was on such short notice there was only 8 people at most. I really didnt drink, it wasnt the type of party where I would drink anyway. I just loved talking to my friends. We watched a DVD called "The Crow". It was good, if I ever see it in a store I am sure to buy it.
Will was there, but not Ika, Will is great to talk to, he is yet another person that I love talking to, the things he says are different to what anyone else would say.
We watched some Monty Python, and then some Muse clips. I also brang my USB drive, so I finally got the Golgotha MP3's :-).
I left at 12:15am, I dont like leaving just before it gets good, at the next party Walldo has, I am staying.
//Simmo 5:23pm
Amelias 18th birthday party was last night, and just when I think that no one cares abuot me, they prove me wrong. I am not a very out going person, as most of you know. So I naturally feel uncomfotable when going into group situations. With fears of not being accepted, but luckily I am not as shy as I used to be. The fears are quickly put asside and I can enjoy myself.
It has been the first time that I have seen Walldo since he has broken up with Bea. He is now going out with another girl and he is the happiest that I have seen him ever. Its good that he can finally have a worthwhile, productive relationship. I am happy that some people are finding people they can love. But it once again shows how lonely I am.
At one point Megan+Collin, Walldo, and I were just talking, that was the best part of the party to me. The talking, they always help me with my problems, they help me get through it all.
Walldo's Party.
Will's small party was cancelled and relocated to Walldo's place. Since it was on such short notice there was only 8 people at most. I really didnt drink, it wasnt the type of party where I would drink anyway. I just loved talking to my friends. We watched a DVD called "The Crow". It was good, if I ever see it in a store I am sure to buy it.
Will was there, but not Ika, Will is great to talk to, he is yet another person that I love talking to, the things he says are different to what anyone else would say.
We watched some Monty Python, and then some Muse clips. I also brang my USB drive, so I finally got the Golgotha MP3's :-).
I left at 12:15am, I dont like leaving just before it gets good, at the next party Walldo has, I am staying.
//Simmo 5:23pm
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