Tuesday, April 20, 2004
I went back to tafe today, it was good to be back. But I am still a chicken, there is still no denying that fact.
Programming was good, we are almost finished Java :-)
Then in the break we did nothing, it was boredom once again. And to make it worse, Tori didn't have a break at that time...
We went into hardware and Anthony went to see a teacher, that is when I saw Tori again. But the fool that I am I didn't speak to her *hits head against wall....Literally* !!!
I know I can't help it, and the fact that I like her makes it even worse, it makes me even more shy. Talking to a friend again, Tori is about as shy as me. And it doesn't seem as if she hates me. The bottom line is that I still haven't spoken to her yet. Another thing, when I am around and they are close she giggles, not in a bad way though. Oh why don't I just speak to her? It would answer so many questions.
And for those that don't know, I have liked Tori from the first time I had seen her. I cant explain it and that is what makes it so great. I just hope things work out for the better.
I wrote the reply to Tasha's email, and then Tasha appeared online. We had a good conversation, and the thing that I have noticed is, that nothing has changed. I was only a friend to Tasha when I was going out with her, and I am only a friend to her now. I listen to what she has to say and add my comment every now and then. I do notice that the feelings have subsided and I am happy about that. Coz it would be weird to be talking to her and to still like her, to still want her back. But luckily things have changed.
"Some things don't change, then again, some things do."
I am glad that I can be friends with her, I would hate never to talk to her again. And I see why she has held back speaking for so long. I don't feel the need to speak to her every day. But every once in a while is all that matters.
//Simmo 8:47pm
Programming was good, we are almost finished Java :-)
Then in the break we did nothing, it was boredom once again. And to make it worse, Tori didn't have a break at that time...
We went into hardware and Anthony went to see a teacher, that is when I saw Tori again. But the fool that I am I didn't speak to her *hits head against wall....Literally* !!!
I know I can't help it, and the fact that I like her makes it even worse, it makes me even more shy. Talking to a friend again, Tori is about as shy as me. And it doesn't seem as if she hates me. The bottom line is that I still haven't spoken to her yet. Another thing, when I am around and they are close she giggles, not in a bad way though. Oh why don't I just speak to her? It would answer so many questions.
And for those that don't know, I have liked Tori from the first time I had seen her. I cant explain it and that is what makes it so great. I just hope things work out for the better.
I wrote the reply to Tasha's email, and then Tasha appeared online. We had a good conversation, and the thing that I have noticed is, that nothing has changed. I was only a friend to Tasha when I was going out with her, and I am only a friend to her now. I listen to what she has to say and add my comment every now and then. I do notice that the feelings have subsided and I am happy about that. Coz it would be weird to be talking to her and to still like her, to still want her back. But luckily things have changed.
"Some things don't change, then again, some things do."
I am glad that I can be friends with her, I would hate never to talk to her again. And I see why she has held back speaking for so long. I don't feel the need to speak to her every day. But every once in a while is all that matters.
//Simmo 8:47pm
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