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Monday, April 12, 2004

I was a gentleman, I am a gentleman, there are sometimes when I expose everything to this blog, and there are sometimes that I think of divulging everything. I began this blog with the idea of exposing my deepest and my most personal memories, and now that I think about it, I do not want to divulge them to anything, I dont want to acknowledge them, even to myself. Why am I telling this, I dont know. But I have become very attached to my blogs, they are an escape from the chaos that exists in this world. I post my deepest fears as if they are sent off into the wind, a release. I am not putting them on paper and hiding them under my bed, for nothing to see.
My writing has evolved, from being a record of the days events to something deeper. And from that point I am almost refining or redefining the way in which I write. My greatest strength is also my biggest weakness. I write my emotions, my deepest feelings, and the way in which I do that is to write from the pools of m consciousness. I never know what I am going to end up writing, I only have a mood to go on. There is no structure, and for the most part, no proof reading. I hardly ever write when I am connected to the net, I always put my blogs into individual notepad documents. Why have something as simple as text take up something as complicated as word. This makes all of my blog to date less than 2MB.
Getting back on track. The best writing comes from when I am completely relaxed and it seems as if I have all of the time in the world. This is not one of these times and as a result my writing is of a lesser quality.
Here is a quote that begins the "Who moved my Cheese", a part of it is part of my msn signin name, and someone asked about it...

"Life is no straight and easy corridor along
which we travel free and unhampered,
but a maze of passages,
through which we must seek our way,
lost and confused, now and again
checked in a blind alley.

But always, if we have faith,
a door will open for us,
not perhaps one that we ourselves
would ever have thought of,
but one that will ultimately
prove good for us." -A.J. Cronin
//Simmo
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