Simmo02

I am thinking, my thoughts are no longer clouded or dark. I am happy, and it is growing with every passing moment. I never thought my life could be like this, I always saw other couples, and never knew what it was really like, never thinking I could have it too.
Cara has done so much for me already, and she knows just how much I mean to her. Sometimes words do not describe everything, this is one of those times. I am sitting her, looking at the screen, smiling. Which is why I am writing. I am safe, I am happier than ever, and for those who I do not talk to enough, I still want you to know what is going on in my life. You were there for me when I was unhappy, so reading of the times in which I am content should at least be written on occasion. I admit, it was easier to write when depressed, but it doesn't give me the feelings I have now. So if the only sacrifice is my fears and worries, then I am fine with that.
I am going on holidays this Saturday. To Yarrawonga, as my family does every year. Though I am sorry that I am going to miss out on Lukas's Party, I really wish I could have gone, I know it will be great. So in advance...
"HAPPY BIRTHDAY LUKAS" :D
I have been working for over 3 months now, Big W is a heck of alot better than Kmart, I am finally earning good money, once again it is well received, helping me see and enjoy being with Cara.
That's about it and to end I will say...
I miss you all, and hope too see you all soon.
:D

-Simon